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No Thanks To Give
I hate holidays. What's the point? Why celebrate something that happened hundreds of years ago that you didn't even witness? Sure, it's supposed to be about spending time with... ...Read More
 Posted by: LostInMyhead13 on 2009-11-25 00:04:20  | Rating  | Views: 27 | Comments: 4 | Tagscutting  depression  suicide  abuse  anxiety 
Lightening strike
This morning I'm even more pissed off at the medical community than I have been in a long, long time. As I am two days into detoxing from Xanax to Ativan, and oh, what fun this... ...Read More
 Posted by: Odessaredhead on 2009-11-20 10:00:34  | Rating  | Views: 7 | Comments: 0 | Tagsmental health  bipolar  mental illness  depression  mania 
Silence Isn't Always Golden
I'm so sick of being silent. I'm sick of never speaking up, never saying what's on my mind, not being able to tell anyone about what's bothring me. Whenever I'm in a shitty... ...Read More
 Posted by: LostInMyhead13 on 2009-11-19 23:56:35  | Rating  | Views: 51 | Comments: 2 | Tagscutting  depression  suicide  abuse  anxiety 
The littany of a Beeper - Challenge repost
This was originally written for Roe. I've renamed it She had a friend who had BP and was seeking understanding. I repost it here, under this challenge, so that others who are... ...Read More
 Posted by: Tony51203 on 2009-11-15 16:54:39  | Rating  | Views: 16 | Comments: 0 | TagsA history of bipolar in me 
i wrote love on my arms
Well, Its been a while since I been on her beacause my mother took my computer. Since last time my grads have dropped horribly and I can not focus on anything. Well, Yesterday... ...Read More
 Posted by: TreeHippie on 2009-11-14 09:59:01  | Rating  | Views: 33 | Comments: 2 | Tagscutting  insucure  love  hate  parents 
Bi-polar weather Explicit Content
Its weird to know its November and it like 70 degrees outside. I always thought VA's weather was bipolar but dang, i haven't seen it like this. Last night it was 40 degrees.... ...Read More
 Posted by: wittness on 2009-11-08 19:14:21  | Rating  | Views: 268 | Comments: 0 | Tagsblog  weather  black  male  bipolar 
A Melancholy of the Heart...
ldquoWhat a creature of strange mood is always at the top of the wheel of confidence or at the bottom of an intense depressionrdquo. LORD BEAVERBROOK 18791964Have you ever... ...Read More
 Posted by: pixie_36 on 2009-11-03 13:57:51  | Rating  | Views: 19 | Comments: 0 | TagsDepression  Bipolar  Medication  Life  Mental Hospitals 
I've found what was wrong... Explicit Content
Okay so thing's for the past 3 years have been horrid, and Sunday i really felt it, having feeling like XXXXX for the past few day's things got too much, and i decided to take... ...Read More
 Posted by: katiemaymadd... on 2009-10-16 17:04:15  | Rating  | Views: 15 | Comments: 0 | Tagslife suscide bipolar 
My 11:11 wish of worry. Explicit Content
currently 11.16feeling like XXXXXreason connor, and other thingsNo, it's not something he saiddid.its something that happened to him as a kid.heres a big thing you should know... ...Read More
 Posted by: uniquegirlxl... on 2009-10-14 22:53:50  | Rating  | Views: 25 | Comments: 0 | Tagsdepression  cutting  friends  life  bipolar 
10.08.10
October 8th, 2009So its been a few days since I've last written. Things have been very busy and I haven't had a lot of free time.Wednesday I had my appointment with the Dr. It... ...Read More
 Posted by: girl_in_limbo on 2009-10-09 10:14:12  | Rating  | Views: 47 | Comments: 2 | Tagsdepression  bipolar 
10.05.09
October 5th, 2009I was thinking today, when I first got to Newport I thought that I was only going to be there for a week, two tops, and now I look back and its already been 2... ...Read More
 Posted by: girl_in_limbo on 2009-10-06 13:41:33  | Rating  | Views: 33 | Comments: 2 | Tagsdepression  bipolar 
10.03.09
October 3rd, 2009So I missed a day of journaling, yesterday was a little chaotic, when I had the time I wasn't in the mood and when I was in the mood I just didn't have the... ...Read More
 Posted by: girl_in_limbo on 2009-10-03 21:23:45  | Rating  | Views: 19 | Comments: 0 | Tagsdepression  bipolar 
10.01.09
October 1st, 2009Another month has come and gone. Fall is here to stay...This morning started very much like yesterday. When I got out of bed to get my meds I almost passed out... ...Read More
 Posted by: girl_in_limbo on 2009-10-02 14:14:30  | Rating  | Views: 34 | Comments: 0 | Tagsdepression  bipolar  suicide 
09.30.09
September 30th, 2009Today started off on a strange note. The staff called me to come take my meds this morning, so I got out of bed, grabbed my water bottle and walked over the... ...Read More
 Posted by: girl_in_limbo on 2009-10-01 09:50:50  | Rating  | Views: 43 | Comments: 3 | Tagsdepression  bipolar 
I Have a Cure! Explicit Content
I am unusually grouchy yeah, I know, how is that unusual? This is day two without sleep. Let's see if I can break my record of four days. Insomnia, plus pain, plus a lack of... ...Read More
 Posted by: MisterSelfDe... on 2009-10-01 02:13:19  | Rating  | Views: 208 | Comments: 15 | Tagsdepression  bipolar  obesity  sex  STD 
09.29.09
September 29th, 2009I think that summer is offically over. It is windy and cold outside... it just smells like fall. The idea of fall makes me so sad... everything is dying.... ...Read More
 Posted by: girl_in_limbo on 2009-09-29 12:09:31  | Rating  | Views: 45 | Comments: 1 | Tagsdepression  bipolar  cutting  drinking 
09.28.09
September 28th, 2009Still in the group home, still fighting my battles with the Beast.I'm pretty down right now. I want to cry so badly, but I just don't have the energy. I... ...Read More
 Posted by: girl_in_limbo on 2009-09-29 11:55:59  | Rating  | Views: 24 | Comments: 1 | Tagsdepression  bipolar 
09.26.09
September 26th, 2009So I didn't write yesterday, I didn't have the time or motivation.I survived the first night of my home visit. Yesterday after noon Sal picked me up and we... ...Read More
 Posted by: girl_in_limbo on 2009-09-27 04:42:14  | Rating  | Views: 36 | Comments: 1 | Tagsdepression  bipolar 
Dwelling on this Fear
You know what really sucks? When you have this insane fear of being touched that makes your life extremely complicated and there's only one person that it doesn't bother you... ...Read More
 Posted by: LostInMyhead13 on 2009-09-27 00:59:43  | Rating  | Views: 68 | Comments: 4 | Tagscutting  depression  suicide  abuse  anxiety 
                 
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