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I was lost in the world of my imagination and reality was nothing more than a nightmare I couldn't wake from. Ambitions couldn't be put into perspective, my perception was tainted by thoughts that could never exist. As the nightmare became unvield before my eyes I had realized that it would be up to me to lose my soul in a way that would be questioned by others. As time sang its melody of life I gently embrace the cold winds and began to suffocate the subconcious. The things that could never be soon began to feel insecure and with patience they were washed away by the oceans waters. My intentions unfolded and the pain became clear. It was the path that was chosen that was believed to be self righteous that needed to be released from my grasp and with time a smile came upon my face. With this smile the nightmare soon vanished and serenity soon engulfed the reality.
As I witness the beauty that this world has to offer I find myself asking questions. I know for a fact I don't want the answer but the questions are there.Time has proven that it is this moment in my life I have been waiting for to fullfill it with my dreams. Now everything happens for a reason and we have to take the reason out of everything. So I shall start doing something that serves no purpose to myself or others. Think about running on a treadmill or rocking in a chair. It will be like that there really isn't a goal but rather a reason. Nothing will come from it but peace of mind.
Now take me to a place where we have not been before. The places that shall be marked or those we should dare not enter. For example, I have already been down the rabbit hole (metaphorically speaking) so we don't want to go there. We also don't want to go over the rainbow either, those places are no good for us. So do we have a destination, well that's tricky. The way I see it if I chase happinness I'll probarably never catch it, but lets not think of happinness as an actual object but more about how it feels when we feel when our eyes are shut and the world around us comes to us. Then in those sounds of winds and scattered leaves will harmony be born.
The grass is not always greener on the other side but you know what, there's grass on the other side. So even though one thing didn't work out it doesn't mean it is the end. I have learned that the mistakes that were made weren't because someone was out to get me but rather than simple mistkes made by me. I cannot change that mistake, but then again that mistake cannot make me the person I am at this very moment. A little part of me died last year but that's because it already served it's purpose. Time is no longer a factor, time has no reason. I was born once and now it's time for me to live. Leave behind the clocks and take off the watch and enjoy.
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Posted by blazet_2002 on 2009-02-23 23:27:02 | Rating: | Views: 1943
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