i was...
oscillating between
truth and lies,
love and hate,
joy and pain,
tear and laughter....
what is real and what is unreal.
my heart was palpitating
my soul singing to be freed.
i endeavored to release myself.
guitar strings,
drum beats...
and your eidolon,
was in my head or in reality....!!!
i picked the glass from the table,
held it high...
and drank to you
assiduously...
an emptiness was filled.
my emotions have now been obsoleted
with reality.
i keep my head clear
carry out my day to day chores....
happy to be happy with happiness all around,
keeping my eyes wide open.....
fearing to sleep,
lest i fall back into the emptiness...
swinging between my emotions..!!!