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I hate that fact that we can never get along.
With all the love we’ve had for each other, baby where did we go wrong?
Are we destined to be nothing and end up like the rest?
Shit u claim to have given me your all and hell I do my best.
I’m not the greatest man but I promise I try.
I just wish that shit was good and all our problems would die.
I swear at times I want to give up on you.
You say you’re sick of me and frankly I’ve had enough of you.
What keeps us together? Why are we still going through this shit?
At times I say I want to be here, but other times I feel like screw this shit.
You say I don’t open up and I don’t speak on how I feel.
That’s just me, I’m not a talker I’d rather act on how I feel.
Why can’t you understand that this is just how I am?
This is how life made me, to be hurt all my life and still stand as a man.
Do you know how it feels to WANT to love but have your heart tell you no?
Have everyone that loves you not knowing emotionally where to go?
I truly hate this side of me.
This is not who I try to be.
I can just be me, no one else, so excuse me for staying true.
At times you tell me you love me and I don’t know what to say to you.
I don’t love you, not as the lover that I am to you.
Truthfully you should leave me, I’m not the man for you.
I would rather us end then for you to be unhappy with all of my imperfections.
What is it you like about me? What made us continue this false love connection?
I want this love to feel real to me but it aint.
At the same time wanting for us to last but we can’t.
Face It, me and you are just another statistic.
Another couple making life goals off of love that is unrealistic.
You say I make you feel as though you’re not in my life.
But I can’t have the title of Number 1 until you’re my wife?
Your family first then I come next and...
You don’t think that’s a good way to miss out on a blessing?
Baby family is important no doubt.
But who can you turn to when you’re mentally burnt out?
Who will be there late nights to hold and calm you?
There’s only so much family can do…besides call you.
That’s why you got me, but shit you can’t seem to see that.
The man in your life, but you don’t want me to be that.
Maybe you should stay single and just be devoted to your fam.
Because I won’t be treated as though I’m lower than what I am.
I refuse to. You say you love me because I ain’t what you’re used to.
But maybe you should stick to exactly what you’re used to.
I am the man I am, but I am willing to change that for you.
I’m willing to make that happen but YOU don’t want that for you.
Help me to figure us out now, before this love grows colder.
Before our time is up and this love is over.
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Posted by black_sinatra on 2007-10-23 22:12:46 | Rating: | Views: 37
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Wow, thats really good. You should really get in to pro. writing. I like it.
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Posted by stoner_and_spaz09
on 2007-10-25 20:39:02
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