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You know i was just sitting there out on my porch, in a chair, just simply reading a book. It was sunny out and warm. All of a sudden out of no where i just get this pit in my stomach like something is deathly wrong. So a small cry comes out of me and my eyes water. So then i just think what is wrong?
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG?
And want to know the answer to that question.
Cause i sure do.
And i am pretty sure i am not bi-polar. Its never been like this. Ever. I feel like a light switch. With a flick of a switch without a reason my mood will change. Not often. But it happens. Maybe two three times a week. Somtimes more...
I guess it sounds bi polar.
I mean if i was that would explain what is wrong with me.
But in my gut i don't think that is it.
I just wish i knew. Cause it just build up.
And Up.
And UP.
I feel like im an overshaken soda bottle. Ready to explode. But on the brink.
I wanna cut again.
Deep.
Into my thigh.
Or get into a car accident.
A bad one.
Or you know.
Just simply die.
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Posted by bl4ckh3els on 2007-10-01 15:07:23 | Rating: | Views: 101
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it sure sounds like ur bi polar. a simple visit to ur doctor and u could be feeling better in no time at all. good luck to u
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Posted by cybaclick
on 2007-11-29 19:18:10
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