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well today i had sex for the first time....Well his name was Weston. He is very attractive. a little chunky. but overall pretty nice. sooooooooo we did it in the Walmart parking lot. in his van. My mother who passed away was watching us the whole time making sure i was safe. it was pretty romantic except for the fact he didnt have air conditioning so it got pretty hot in there. He got candles but accidentally caught one of the blankets on fire. But we put it out quick enough so nothing got too burnt....so yeah then we got to it. I had never kissed a man before so it was all new to me. I think we're definitely in love now. Im so glad i found my dream man. So do you think he'll stay with me even though we did it the first day we hung out? well comment me with your opninon. thanks =]
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Posted by bjones on 2007-08-10 12:09:37 | Rating: | Views: 367
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what? u did it the first time u hang out with him? isn't that too fast? just asking...
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Posted by ednadie
on 2007-08-10 12:28:57
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well today i had sex for the first time....we did it in the Walmart parking lot....My mother who passed away was watching us the whole time
this has to be the scariest shit...I have ever personally read...in my life.....
I think we're definitely in love now
...ass =/= love
Im so glad i found my dream man
....your 'dream' man was some fat kid who fucked you in a parkinglot while your mother's ghost watched? ....way to aim low there kiddo.
So do you think he'll stay with me even though we did it the first day we hung out?
absolutely he will....I mean who isn't going to stay with someone who gives it up ANYWHERE...and only after a few 'hours' of meeting them...I'm not psychic but I have this strange feeling that you'll be meeting a LOT of his friends....
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Posted by
on 2007-08-10 14:31:48
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Are you for real?? Please tell me you used protection... all you need is an STD from your chunk of love. Love is not found in a parking lot...I can tell you that!
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Posted by consistentlyincon...
on 2007-08-10 19:48:55
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Yeah yo. We're best friends but Walmart? Really? And with your mom watching?
Good luck with your dream man!!!
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Posted by prettyinorange
on 2007-08-11 06:18:15
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errrrm well yeah idk but i think GenghisJohn
was kind of harsh but yeah he is right
but who are we to judge. :)
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Posted by dizzyds
on 2007-08-12 00:42:37
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Out of interest, how old are you? And how old is he, considering he has a van and you called him a "man" not a boy?
I promise, you are not in love, you are in lust. Unfortunately in English we only have one world for the four different types. Lust=eros Then there's the love you have when you nod your head at your neighbour, respect is the nearest word we have. Thirdly is the type you have for good friends and distant family. Finally is agape, which is the one parents have for their kids, most husbands and wives or similar partners etc. A married/partner "true love" relation can't really work without eros, but eros alone is just lust.
Sorry hun, you just had sex. No more. Considering you never actually kissed a bloke before I think your Mum was extremely concerned.
Please, please say you used protection?
Tx
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Posted by tryingtobeHisangel
on 2007-08-12 06:58:24
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eew! eew! eew!
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Posted by musiclover
on 2007-08-12 18:52:36
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WALMART IS FUN TO SCREW AT. NEXT TIME TRY THE DELI.
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Posted by iamnotsam
on 2007-08-13 09:01:31
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totally, you can eat eachothers meat in the deli!
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Posted by sarah
on 2007-08-13 11:24:22
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Awww...that's so romantic! True love. So when are you two getting married? you should get married at wal mart and have your baby in there like that one movie :)
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Posted by ashlie_64
on 2007-08-14 09:21:46
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Well from the looks of it, you're 18. And from the looks of some of your other blogs, sound like you're at a pretty distant time of life. I know that at these times it's hard to listen to your conscience, heed the warnings and advice of others, and make sound decisions. Now, I'm not presuming to know what you're going through. The death of a loved one, especially a close one can be far more traumatic than most people in our disconnected society give credit to. A word on ghosts and dreams though: First, if no one else can see them, then we must assume that it is something in our own minds. And believe me, the mind has a terrible way of trickery. It battles to attempt to "protect" us from being harmed. My guess is that your mother's ghost was your minds way of "protecting" you from what may happen in the van. But you fear only the rejection, and the pain. You think that her presense indicated an approval of the action. And that she was there only to protect you from what you thought might be a "bad" thing - perhaps an STD, a pregnancy, rejection, bad sex, etc. In another blog you said that your relationship with her had "improved" since she had died. It sounds like you are using the image of her to satisfy your need for love and approval.
If your mother is dead, then she knows the consequence in the afterlife. She knows that our actions may lead us to one of two places. And I tell you, she would certainly not approve of you doing such things. But, this is why the Bible strictly prompts us not to communicate with the dead. Because the ONLY soul who has the power to conquer death is Jesus Christ. I am telling you this because if you find it at any point in your life to regret what you have done, and wish to feel whole and pure again, you will need Him. And in this match, your mother most certainly would have approved.
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Posted by boog
on 2007-08-23 07:33:01
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Sorry the comments are too funny.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-09-06 01:45:46
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I say...it was too soon.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-09-06 01:46:12
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I remeber that day it was pretty damn hot
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Posted by jr18485
on 2007-09-17 20:26:26
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WOW !!!!!! Wal Mart parking lot...my kinda girl! Sex in public plaecs can be really a major turn on...just be careful....Wal Mart has cameras post on the buildings and on the light poles!
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Posted by AmericanCeltic
on 2007-09-22 08:25:41
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