looked in the mirror the other day, i looked worried freaked me out alittle, maybe too much on my mind, thinking of my bro  so sad  hes alive  i should be grateful,  i want to smile,  not looked worried and sad all the time,  positive  ya    a vacation  on the beach, hot sand  sunscreen,   my dad went to Greece on Monday, he will be there for two weeks, he made his reservations months ago, so he was pretty much locked in to go,  so soon after my bros accident, he felt guilty, told him to have a great time, dont worry about Stephen,someone is always with him in hospital,,  i think he felt alittle better,crapp wish i could have gone with him agian,,some cousins i have out there are realy FUN,,,,,,,,,,peace