come home crap he called me upset  i think he was crying, he misses the boys,,he is a good dad,  i kinda like the peace   it feels good to be kinda normal,and the place dosnt stink like booze the next morning  thats nice..its great for the boys,, my oldest has a game tonite,  that is the best way to start a week, children playing baseball,  ya i will go to  the little market its only up the canyon a way, shes kinda expensive but i want to get some candy to give the children, the sibs  of the ball players they play with my youngest  so he is a socialbutterfly with a mom with the coool  candy,,,