write last nite,, but he was using the computer,,so i got out my diary,, i have alot of themm,, felt that pencil in my hands,, it felt good,,,couldnt rite anything downn,,,, my heart was heavy,heavy,,but i could not cry,, i was all dry  the tears didnt come,,,i tried   but just couldnt cry,,,  so i grabbed a book   to take a look at someone elses messes,,,  getting late, set the alarm,   check and see if my cat is inside,racoons willeat kittys if they are a hungry enough,, ok cats inside,,she goes to sleep,,,yah know she can truly WEEP,,,peace