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he called from mexico,said he loves me and misses me, i treat him sooo matter of factly, i cant help it,its been sooo long since i trusted him,with my full heart,i keep him at bay,he sounded ok talked to the boys,told him i hurt my foot its all puffy, took some antianflamitory my mom gave me awhile back, its working i yhink, and its not throbbing anymore,he asked if i needed a dr. no i am ok i always land on my feet and im a tough old broad,he said he figured that out along time ago,crapp i miss him when im alone, i will cry so no one can see me, wishing he was with us ,then when he calls well lets just say im a real bitch to himm realy cold alot of yes and nos, he notices it and says hes so sorry, see the thing is i dont realize im being cold, it just comes out that way,i think its my heart automaticly protecting itself ,i dont say ok im gonna be mean to him its auto pilot. not makeing excuses, see i could cry in my room wanting a hugg and for him to tell me it will be ok....peace |
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