I told him again ho easey it was for him to hurt my feelinhgs  he has that stupid irish temper, well he will say something when he is mad and then when he feels better,, well just dandy isnt it?? i was explaining it to him AGAIN,,man that gets old, bla bla bla, thats what i probably sound like, no pity party, i am fragil, i hate to admitt it, i come off as this bad as broad that doesnt need anyon,,,, well crap  it scares me couse i do NEED HELP, and he is gonna fucken help me,, i wont be to Proud to ask for help,just to go and get the boys, or just be NICE TO MY HEART