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leave well maybe i will just walk out the door,leave the boys with him let him see what i do he would crack up in one day couldnt find clean cloths to wear the boys would have him and see him as a burden couse they would end up takeing care of him, not fair to my boys,,, thaT WOULD BE VERY CRUEL TO LEAVE THEM ALL IM TIRED JUST FUCKING TIRED sorry, no pity party i have been thinking about hurting myself, just leaveing this crap,just to see if he has fucking feelings, my boys, oh my boys, will remember me, that hurts the worste, will God let me into heaven if i do myself away, i have never had these feelings before,but i dont want to do this or live this way anymore, but my boys my boys,are keeping in this hard fucked up world,they are the anchor thats makeing wait before i do anything, peace
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