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together for the boys,my oldest found me on the floor just loosen it, well he asked me if i was ok, crapp,told him it was gonna be ok and so was i, he said to me  dont cry mom i love you.that got me off that dam floor,  i had ball and chain put out again,  hes got some anger issues and he scared me last nite, my own fault for letting him back in the home. my brother  says to me want me to take care of him for you? i asked what are ya gonna have him WHACKED  or something? we both laughed, he stopped laughing and said  no realy you are my sister and he hurts you over and over again, its my fault i tell him  he says no, you are just raising your boys and trying to have a fun summer  he has too many problems that are draggen you down, he is rite, he knows my heart,,,, thank goodness i have family that DOES LOVE ME   and are kind to me,,, peace
    Posted by bjm1 on 2008-07-02 11:29:55 | Rating: | Views: 42
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BJ...please don't accept him back into your home. Experience tells us that we cannot change other people. The changes he needs to make are his own. When he decides to get his act together and he makes those changes then maybe...just maybe he will deserve a little respect from you. No amount of love and kindness from you to him will fix this. No amount of you trying to be good..trying to keep the peace..will fix this. Let him go. Take care of yourself and your boys..You can do it.
Thank God you have family to support you. It is NOT your fault. You are not alone..

peace :) shemelts
Posted by  shemelts  on 2008-07-02 13:18:07 
  
I agree totally with shemelts! Your family loves you and so do we on thoughts. We love you loads. Take care of you and your kids. You shouldn't have to be scared. Stay away from him, unless he really straightens up.

Take care.
Email me!
Posted by  Fancie  on 2008-07-02 15:04:39 
  
Be strong BJ, you are a great person and deserve to be treated as such.
I wish you well.
Posted by  EasyToSay  on 2008-07-02 16:46:30 
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