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work out  the arrangment  ya that i thought of, well i feel like ive been through  a trainwreck this weekend,  no no  its not gonna work out   different plan hmm, we have a garage,,its ptreey big size,,,,see i kept alot in  and did not talk to himm couse its like chasing my     tail  well i exploded  it was over something realy stupid  it wasnt even realy about his dirty soxs  and smelly  also  on the couch,  it was about our marriage  and my    life  boy i  was like  tornado  a realy big one i riped into him about how his drinking has efected me and the boys  and i told him i was afraid i was realy gonna loose it,  you know nervous breakdown      he finaly got it     i think,         i will not be moved  by the alcohol,,,,like that song  i will not be moved   i may stumble i may fall down   but i will not be moved      he had to go to mexico on buisness,  im relieved    i do feel better i got all that out  and rite in his  irish  face,,,,,peace  ya im ok,
    Posted by bjm1 on 2008-08-18 20:14:11 | Rating: | Views: 44
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you hang in there, bjm...
musta felt good to let that one out! i'm glad i wasn't standing in your way!!
good for you!
:)
cheers!
Posted by  badlydrawnstickman  on 2008-08-18 20:38:53 
  
Good rant at him....feel better hun? I felt the wind in Pa and wondered what it was too. It was Tornado bjm1 blowing her mighty temper. Good for you!
Posted by  lastblastkl  on 2008-08-18 20:41:30 
  
Oh BJ, I think you are a great person, I love reading your posts, and I want you to be happy. Please take care of yourself, and your boys.
I'm thinking of you and hoping you can smile xx
Posted by  EasyToSay  on 2008-08-18 20:48:14 
  
ya and that was just scratching the surfice,,thanks for your niceness,, peace
Posted by  bjm1  on 2008-08-18 20:49:15 
  
BJ..I thought this was coming. Like the strong woman you are you handled it well. God will bless you with peace someday. The challenges you are facing..are never going to be more than you can handle..though it seems like it sometimes. You have friends out there that are thinking about you and praying for your safety and sanity. Hope today is better!

peace :) shemelts
Posted by  shemelts  on 2008-08-19 08:13:23 
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