i was thinking last nite,hes not getting any   he hasnt  had a drink in 8 days,,,his job, hes the boss so he has alot on his plate, dont we all well anyway, he is dealing with insurance assholes,  did i mention we havent had well you know  intimat   stuff  im a modest person    i have my own room and he has the drunk tank room,,, its a dump, i wont clean it up,, he burned my carpet,, well any way   he blew up last nite when we got home,,,sorry im under alot of preasure,  you dont have a clue of the presure im under,,, WHAT      i dont hyave a clue?  yes i do i know whats going on  couse it all GETS DRAGGED IN MY HOME!!!!     told him  handle it a better way, couse when you use me as your whipping boy,, and say SORRY,,,fuckyou   fuckyou,,,,,,,,,,,he is pushing me away,he just dosnt get IT!!!!!!!everyone is under presure in the world,, but they dont take it out on their fucken families,,, i am under presure everyday,, im not a bitch    ,,,,, crap, crap     he needs to get laid,,,,but not by me,,,,,,i will buy him some beer tonite,,,,,im sorry just trying to pull myself up,,, thanks,,,peace  the LORD is my ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!