the house is alive again, the boys are home, kev came home early seeing  that his dad died last nite, going to work helps him i can see why, his jopd sent  a realy nice plant, hope i dont kill it.  i   called my mom to give her the news, i never call her we are not very close but i needed my mommy, she was fucking with her fucking computer, halfway listening to me, shit, sorry cant always ne so fucken nice all the time. rest in peace Charles