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crap i remember when i was so happy to see him, when he walks in the house,it changes becomes a different beast,, he is everything i dont want to be,,, does that make sense? negative, bitter, and he never used to be a mean drunk, well lately, he is getting mean, not physcle , hell if anyone will get physcle it will be me,,, he wonders wht no one wants to hang around him, he sits alone in the dark, all by himself, i wonder fucken why,, sorry for word , somtimes it just slipps out. lastnite he knocked on my door, yes i have my own room, thats a different story, he knocked.i didnt answer,get a clue, he just comes in, well i told him i will not talk to him drunk, couse he was brooding about somthing,screw that, if i would have talked to him, the troopers would have ended up taking him out, so to avoid all that shit, i wont talk to a maen drunk, or any for that matter, hay this aint no pitty party,God calms the storm in me....peace |
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