I LOVE MY FAMILY BUT SOMETIMES I  FEEL TO CLOSE I AM CLOSTERPHOBIC  AND I JUST NEED MY PERSONAL SPACE  AND THAT CAN BE ALOT OF WIDE OPEN ACREGG. WELL ANYWAY. FUNERAL TOMORRW  WE ARE ALL GONNA SEE SOME FAMILY MEMBERS WE HAVENT SEEN IN AWHILE,, OH CLIPBOARD CAROL WILL BE THERE, IF I STILL DRANK  I WOULD GET DRUNK AND BECOME CHUCK nORRIS AND  DO ONE OF THOSE KICKS  HE DOES,  NO I AM NOT A  RUFFION   I JUST ALWAYS WANTED TO DO THAT FOR 18 BLOODY YEARS.... INSTEAD I WILL BE PHONEY JUST LIKE THE REST OF THEMMM.