my boy has a game,,think im gonna hang back tonite, with my other boy, the wind blows me away,,,the game is in Kansas tonite, well not realy  but its an hour drive each way, tired today mentaly and physicaly  need to slow down basesball is a grind, the league he is in  2 practices a week and two games a week  only two games a week sometimes,, crap  im  just  tired,   my boy wants me to come, and then the guilt comes around,, no he understands that mom just wants and needs rest for her soul heart and body,,,,they will talk me into going     peace