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Someone asked me today how I could still trust, After all life has delt me how I could put complete faith in a human being. I answerd them simply, "Why shouldn't I ?" And I ment it. Why should I hold everyone accountable for a few peoples wrongs? Like I said in my last blog We all have broken vows, nobody is excluded from human error. I forgive everyone, anyone who has done me wrong I am forgiving them now completey on this page. I don't see the point in wasting my life, my precious beautifal life on holding grudges.
I want to tell someone, someone who has taken from me something I won't everget back- that I forgive you. I'm so sorry foryou, for your confusion Your pain, your loss of self respect. I am truly sorry. I hope one day you realise what you did and come to terms with the person you are. And I hope that you are happy in life. Everyone deserves happiness. I'm not really sure where this is going.... I guess this is me venting. Not from anger but kind of in a helpless way. Chasing away the shadows from the edges of my mind nd inviting in the light that always seems just out of reach. In total slitude, when you have lost everything thats were you find he awnsers to lifes hardest questions, The beauty of the fallen I guess you could say. I focuse alot on the beauty of the world. Of the simple pleasures. I have realised that being unhappy is a choice, It is an option we are all given. If you had not gone through the trials of life woud you be the person you are today? Would you have found that inner strenght that lies inside of you. If you never had to use it, if it was never given the oppurtune chance would you have found it.
I am not superhuman, I am not any diffrent from the rest of the people in this world. I simply am. and I find comfort in knowing that I could never be any diffrent. When I wake up tomorrow I will have the same problems, the same Blessings. I am not a religous person by any means but I do belive that I have been blessed, take that how you want it. One day when I am nothing more than a name in the book of life I hope that people remember that I was a good name That Tabitha Christopher was a honest person, though she had lied thatshe didn't trick herself. that she used her life as a trial and error lesson and she did learn. I have learnd. That is what Iam here for. Even if i was locked ina room with nothing I would learn, I would learn how my heart beat feels, how solitude is so crowded, And many people already know this, they have already found this in themselves. I guess thats life I don't know what more to say................
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Posted by bitchy_pixie on 2008-07-22 14:18:32 | Rating: | Views: 53
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That Was Rely Gud. Im New at the whole blogging thing. But i think that was rely deep
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Posted by Deep93
on 2008-07-22 15:00:39
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