Love for a stranger…

U lie next to me…
your arms round me,
holding me tight…
my lover, my baby, my everything.
Ur still mine, 2 lov & make lov 2

or was it all a dream? NO it WAS real!!
The 2 of us together, sharing everythin…
We lov each other…
I know we do, coz u said so 2.
Our lives r perfect.
All we need is 1another & the world just falls away…
see only u… breath only u…
LIVE only for u.

Then I wake up & realize that your a stranger,
that u only linger in my mind that your body no longer sleeps next 2 me,
the safety in your arms have turned 2 fear,
the warmth of your touch is now cold & silent & that your words are so hollow.
Your eyes r empty & the once passion I always saw in them is now a blank, frozen stare.

And then I realize that my hart no longer feels the same…
you have become a stranger…
yet I still long for u…
I still feel u…
an eerie feeling that won't subside, that makes my skin crawl & shiver,
that gives me nightmares because of the pain & sorrow attached 2 that once… so sweet feeling.

Our song,
your deodorant,
our places & favored food…
all those things just bring your memory closer 4 another nail in my coffin.

Y do u haunt me?

Isn’t it just easy… to move on and forget the stranger you have become...