As soon as i think my hart and mind has healed from the pain of the past i strike another disaster. 4 instance, ran away form the pain in cpt and my x fiancé and went to JHB.

Fell in love with a long time friend in JHB and after getting personal with him he all of the sudden he just wants to be friends and ends up being one of the reasons i came back to CPT again... y is it that men don't think about how their actions will affect the other person?

How do i make myself forget? Move on? when all the men i get involved with just end up hurting me and leaving wounds that WILL not heal!!!
How do i go back to the person i used to be before all the pain and shit? I can not forget and can not move on, coz every time i try i get shot down again...