Right now it is 11:26. No, not late by most peoples standards but I like to go to bed earlier then "most people." So why am I up? This uneasy feeling. I know you have all had it. The one that says "wait a sec, this is your life. What the hell?" It like you finally realize that you life is nothing like you planed. The only problem with my little voice is that I have heard it say this about once every 2 or 3 months for the last 2 years. Each time I tell myself it is normal at my age to have no clue what you are doing and then I push the voice away for another couple of months. Now I am tired of it. What happen to me? If you asked me 2 1/2 years ago where I would be in 2 years, I would have guessed the wrong state, college, major, social status, weight, friends and life in general. So again I ask what happened? Maybe if I answered that the little voice would go away.