i feel a little better today. We are still going to file bankruptcy I think. But I don't have to sell my car just yet. We got some money in the mail that we weren't expecting. Not much but it will help for a little while. But then my daughter hit her boyfriends car with her car and I had to find $500 for the deductible. But i also got in this charge card so I figured that I will use that since we have to include it in our bankruptcy. But it is still depressing me that I can't even talk to mom about this. I have set up a appointment with a counsler. But i know it won't take much to put me over the edge again. I hate living like this. I can't even talk to my husband about this very much. He just doesn't want to hear how bad we have it. I know it bothers him too. But somehow I know we will get through this but it won't be easy. Well thats how I am today.