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| What's Your Name Girl? Nevermind, Nevermind.
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May 15th - May 23rd = I did not attend my second period math class. I forged notes to sign myself out two of the days, erased my name from being absent, two other days and skipped another one.
On the last day I went up to my math teacher and explained to her that I hadnt been at school becuase I wasnt feeling good, and I was signed out because I had to go get shots. And I was just there asking for hmwk. I figured, kay. If she calls my mother, then I'm in BIG shit. If not, maybe she's changed her heart, and I'll try in her class.. for once. Well. That following night, no phone call, no nothing. So, I do a weeks worth of math homework and take the liberty of calling people and asking them to explain the lessons to me until I get it.
That night, everything went well.
.. Until the following morning. 7:30 in the morning, I'm putting on eyeliner, and get a phone call. There was just a phone number, I didnt recognize it, but being in a good mood realizing my math teacher didn't call my house, and everything was FINALLY going good for me I decided to pick up.
.. That's where I went wrong. I didnt recognize the voice on the other end until I handed the phone to my mother. And as soon as I walked away, and started down the hallway into my mother's furious expression, I realized who it was. My mom closed her bedroom door, and the only expressions I heard coming from her room were "No." and "I was completely unaware of that!" and so on.
So, she finishes the phone call, and im in complete shit.
Honestly, honestly, honestly. You do not understand how afraid I am of my math teacher. I can say right now, she's a homewrecker. I knew things were too good to be true between my mother & I and things finally being good between us two. I knew something had to come and ruin it. I dont believe in karma per say, but I think that phone call was complete karma biting me in the ass.
Anyways, I KNOW & UNDERSTAND that I shouldnt have done what I did. I knwo that, I realize that my punishment (Detention: Monday - Friday 7:30am - 8am) is fine and I deserve it. But, I went behind my mother's back. She TRUSTED me! .. for once in my life, she trusted me, and I went behind her back, ABUSED her trust, and skipped class. I told her it wouldnt happen, I told my boyfriend it wouldn't happen! I betrayed them both, and fuck I felt / feel SO bad. More of my mother than anything. SHE TRUSTED ME!
How horrible of a person does that make me ?!
cmnt 8)
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