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dear friend,
and the day stopped and all i was, was what i didnt want to be
and i cried and cried
but that doesnt matter
what matters?
i dunno
not this
not these words
these words are the dillusional attepmt of a man whos given up
but you know, fuck it
do you say the words you write outloud?
please tell me!!!!!
its couragious to step infront of a car for someone
but i would never do it
nope
sorry
if you could...would you kill jesus?
i know i would
kill him so eagerly
cause id know the hope he would bring to people
but then
i wouldnt
because him and his religion promotes unthought
and i love thought
heheheheehheehehe
thought
i love it
think think think
and never stop!
this is for you!
this life!
this world you make
think about this
nothing works without you
jesus just brings you to childish following
your fear gets you in boredom
and you wish for happier days
but whats happier than doing whats 'not to be done'
spend your sinnful money on sinnful things, if it makes you happy
and you DO!
but then
i think
i love you my friend
so much
for being cool with me
for opening up
because so many seeds never sprout
and you deserve to be a tree
for children to climb up and discover the world from high up
i love words
and my wordily mind
it may not make sence to you
but i know it does to me
because this is me unfiltered
all me
for me
about me
my blog should never have more than 25 views
because then id be a whore
my words are precious
my children
i hope they make you think
make you climb into the world of yourself
and view it from objectiveness
for those: objectivness is from without body
beyond
hehehheheehe
im so smart
hehehe
stop
you bore
the events of my day are boring
but the thoughts are not
the feelings are not!
this is unlike the story it was written to be
i panic
because here i am
alive
and its spooky
so much
because tomarrow ill be here
still
you my friends are so fake
be real
please be you....PLEASE!
dont give up on your mind
its the only thing that youve got
svetlanna
i love your name
iv been tired
for too long
i need sleep
ben sleeeeeep
not gonna happpen
or just
naaaahhhhhh
plagued i am with this overactive thought
your word-ridden friend,
Ben
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Posted by benventure on 2008-04-13 03:50:28 | Rating: | Views: 134
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You think so much out of the box!!! that rockx.
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Posted by ponder_this
on 2008-04-13 18:19:44
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No one can think too much.
Better than being a braid dead zombie.
I so get you Ben.
You too, are sick of trained and forced thought.
Freedom of thought, is a God given right.
Jesus would agree.
Religious people killed him,, the story goes, so remember that.
I really like your mind Ben.
You take me places, like into reality.
No phony baloney.
Just you.
I like that.
Makes me like you.
love you benny boy.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2008-04-14 01:41:16
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"that was...
"brain dead"..
i try not to edit..then go back and leave a new comment to fix it anyway..
shoot me..
real enough for you?
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2008-04-14 01:42:48
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ponder_this,
what box?
hehehe thanks, ill swing through soon and check out your blog
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Posted by benventure
on 2008-04-14 02:19:27
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DS,
i liked braided zombie
has a certain flair about it
i think ill use it one day
your mistakes take on a very artistic beauty
im glad you enjoy the stringyness of me brain
i enjoy yours too, so humbly passionate!
makes me smile when im frozen in frown
ps
i love you too
goood night
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Posted by benventure
on 2008-04-14 02:24:05
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