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at this late hour, after many nights of going to sleep unfufilled, head full of word.
i've decided to come here, my medium, to let loose on what the words are to me
these words, all my words, what are they?
are they reflections of this great society?
are they the meanderings of TV shows or film?
did someone already meantion this?
am i forever stuck here, with myself, thinkiing the same things?
do i really need to question everything, or should i simply accept them as reality
the world as i see it is full of catagories, this city, my city, is the same as every city...
isnt it?
have we dwindelled down society so much, that every space is filled with the exact same person!
God, how i hope not!
i hope, somewhere out there, there are some fucked up people, just some brilliantly bizarre people living in some inverted way.
Houses built outside-in
water poisons
air chokes
los angeles you say?
nay
mexico city?
thats just comedy
then comes the quote, every tradgedy looked at from afar is comedy
im waiting for the 911 ones
clocks and socks make rock balderdash
gluttony, our fat world
a very unnerving thing to me are the race of fats
if you infact are heavy...then you should be offended
because your lazy
and cannot give up your comfortably fatty lifestyle
i want to live without this screeching TV, this moron-proof computer
i want to make mistakes
and i want to fix them
i want to fail
so that i may yearn to succeed
but i cannot!
what a terrifying place
where everybody wins
i opted not to get my economic stimulus check
does that make me better?
yeah it does
because if i had it, then id just spend spend spend it masturbating my money
ejaculating all this bullshit that i now have to keep clean and repair every few months
id rather live the celebate life, never making love with materials
how pious i'd be
the world would either reject me, mark me outsider and flog me
or theyd sit back in awe, and take note at my grandeur
ill take the prior
i want to sleep on jagged rocks for a few nights
i wanna take the pain from a headache
and wait it out
i want to blow up my television
i want to kick my dog for living so frivilously
in envy i want myself to fail
and i want the world to succeed
maybe ive always wished for this, i think i have
i just didnt have the words
or the time
time!
oh dear fucker
how much time i waste
we waste
instead of saying "how are you today?"
we should say "what have you created today!?"
but then, we'd kill ourselves doing that
creating new things
only a few people should
in todays society i guess
we need a new virus
a plague
to show us were simply animals still governed by the laws of nature
humph
were oversexed, and still virgins
were monopolized, and havent ever a coin to our name
were dead, and unaware
our citys speak with tongues of ash
littering our world with words undistingushed between ourselves
we will hang ourselves in our closets
with our suits and skeletons
we will dream of the day we become heroic
we will hope for a saviour
we will beg to follow
but no one ever will come
because were all the same
and we have not the will to go on
it is my fear
that humanity will not die by its own hands, but that it will simply give up
let itself starve
once the last act is played
we will go into an eternity of intermisson
the actors will forget to return
the audience will wander amelessly through the theater wondering why it is they are there
and we will starve
without ever knowing
but other than that
ive got nothing to say |
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Posted by benventure on 2008-07-12 03:27:28 | Rating: | Views: 50
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