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 I meet my Abandoned FriendS! AGAIn!
dear friend,

the puddle ive stepped in has proven to be oceanic
always i step
you know i love to step around
but my feet never know where it is they lead my head
so im doomed to follow the fate of my feet
can you hear this?!
or should it be, read this.
why is it love and despair seem so close
almost in the same emotion
i mean, one second you my friend sit there
then the next, your standing shouting around the room
pretending to be some sort of preist
(why do you always referr to preists?)
because they shout i guess

(is life worth living?)
i suppose, if your life sees you as necessary.
but then
whos to say that your anything short of mundain
(oh how he hates the mondain)
yes, i do
so wholeheartedly

its the only thought one could ever have, true thought
(dont think like that)
dont test me
(whos testing?)
that who questions
(im just trying to be helpfull)
yeeesh, if i wanted helpfullness id turn to my imagination
yes...imagination
hmmm
thatd be good
why not let them come
(dont)
yeah, let them be here now
(dont)
it would be a party of sorts, how i long to see my other frineds again
(no you dont)
who are you to tell me what i dont
(your friend)
your a lie
now vanish!


good
now its just us
hehehehe
all the mischeif we will get into

as i slip into imagination
in hopes to never return
hehehhheheeh
its so crumbling
this world


oh lock me up!
i want to sit, bound, and forgotten
in a dull room
and play with my friends
plleeeeaaase
(shut up!)
hehehe
your dead my friend

(doesnt seem so)
your mouth is a lemon-aid stand
sour and overpriced
(your words are dull)
....
(i see that look, comrad. i know how to hurt you)
you know how to hurt yourself
(.....)
hehehehehe see
im like the blue bonnet you wore that sunday in hell
(youve lost it, go to sleep)
i think ill stay up a while, and remove you from my head
(im too far in there, im you now)

who are you to say anything about me!?
no
dont answer
because then youll just be real

let me play!
(i wont)
there i am
my comrad
in the distance
oooo i hear thunder!
(dont)
heheheheheheehehehe
(i will leave)
you cant
i control you
(psh, you control nothing)
then why can i do this
"(you control everything!!!!)"
(thats not me, notice the " )
i do that to remind you of my own life
(your going to places i know you dont like)
and on the mountain my silohette is cast against a deep blue sky, a ominous cloud tears through the landscape behind me
(dont! im warning you!)
hehehehe
your so silly
(i cant follow you everywhere, comrad)
whats this comrad talk, were friends
(not right now, your just too...)
intense, i know, its my nature
(no, dont say that)
what?
(exactly)
alright Bugs, enough of your tomfoolery
and BAM
lightning strikes
my features revealed
And my dear friends are next to me
heeeeellllloooo!
its been so long!
(sto)
hehehhe
your dead, my marvelous creation
now is the age of happpppy
( hah )
shut up!
my friends tell me of their adventures
i sit and laugh playfully
as their stories wind roads into my mind
choo chooo
the train is coming!
hurray, time for me to get on. finally!
please...this mountain has been far too lonely
(you just dont know what your doing, your totally......)
awesome
because i gave in?
noooooo
because i realized
all that you are

you lie, you unrespectable bastard
(you cant let me go)
ughhhh
why dont you just  fly
yeah
sink
into the sky
(stop it)
you are the person of nots
!
hehehehe
crumble like steel
drink like sand
live like death
(thats nothing)
he twitches around a bit
and screams
(whos he, now?)
you and us
kooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooo
(your hands are very heavy)
noooooooooooo
(hehehe, i am you, so much)
stop it!
my head cant think!
(exactly, i am reality)
your false, where are you these days?
(look whos silly now!)
if i
(nooooo noo noo heheheh that just brings me up up up!)
but
(see, i am your thoughts)
i control it all
and my friends will help me
come come my friends

he sat against the wooden steps
and cut out his eyes

 and galloped into the pool

and all went red

a warm red
(youll die before me, keep it up)
i will
my penny
is shiny
(how very observant)
what are you vampire?
heheheh
your dead now
hehehehehehehe
hahahahaah
ive done it!
now its just me
and my friends
who never speak
and i just listen to all they dont say
i wonder how he felt, my friend, dieing
that
(only temporary)

my friends have bullets
to put you to sleep

(and ive got medicines, to make you real)
Why did you do that!?!?
nooooo
(quit sobbing, its for your own good)
my hands need to move by my own head, not yours...friend
what kind of a friend are you
(the kind that smiles as you fall to sleep, and stabs away all the pain)
theres no pain, your the pain
(then ill stab myself)
what?

oooooooooo
my fingers feel nothing these days
(thats cause youve lost your will to....stop)
slop, whats the refridgerator doing jumpingjacks for?
my friends love us
(they do)
so let me do this
(fine then)
i like the unexpected change of mind
(dont worry, im just playing your games until i kill you)
you funny
(your illiterate)
we will meet in the padded room
(of coarse)
my eyes will see my friends
(nope)
these things dont work
(give it time)
id rather paint your death
(with so much death being talked about,  whos going to be alive?)
thats a gooood question
not i
(nor i)
"we will"
hehehehehe
(fuck you ben)
my friends!
"heY!"
hiiiiii
(do what you must, ill see you in a few years)
good
we must love the circus!
"we do!"
    Posted by benventure on 2008-04-16 04:06:23 | Rating: | Views: 67
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