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I Was Blue, And Unwell
Though i be mincing up the morning dew, i am back to welcome you i feel that ive gone quite insane with feeling recently i love this website.... my cigarettes have come back to me, and feel like a dead rodent because of it i dont care who comes to read this, because i am......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-01 03:49:47 | Rating:

| Views: 76 | Comments: 3 | Tags: Made Me Bolt Like a Horse

The Machine
And so thats why its done. I am not the type of person who can sit and take instructions, im not. I love science, i love math, i love knowning. But the ways im being taught them do not work for me. I cant follow anyone, because i need my own path. I do need a nudge, but not the entire......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-04 00:30:23 | Rating:

| Views: 50 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Crunching my boney brain

Potatoes are a Man's Briney Soup
drip drop pleep plop he fills himself with all the slop pwa pwee neee neee he ate his eyes to better see the rain! The rain! it comes in hordes melts the house to wooden boards he says "hello, good day to you!" "care if i creep up......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-08 12:55:23 | Rating:

| Views: 63 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Giggle and glathoop

A Brush Fire
it seems there are no words to convey all the thoughts ive had this day the shimmering sink that taught me to bathe the gossiping warlocks took my ears to the grave i jumped out of a camel caravan headed by molly the mute she sucked on sucker i thought was bland and followed me......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-11 00:28:08 | Rating:

| Views: 54 | Comments: 0 | Tags: loonatics

Gutter Talk, and some morals
ive been out gathalathumping through the wirey worlds of this site, consuming many eyepeeling posts. eyepeeling...appealing? uphealing unhearing uptoothed behooved now snoozing i just wonder many things about this fine fine world in where we all come to spit out those things we'd......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-11 02:34:31 | Rating:

| Views: 73 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Smashing your skull

Accomplishment
it doesnt drag my attention into the back room and beat it with self-indulgence so i will not listen to it i find myself unable to listen to music...my mind is set in that strange quadrant that suffers for music but none will suffice... maybe its a sign that i should pick up an......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-14 03:21:47 | Rating:

| Views: 62 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Spoken with Words

yout fucking cunt
fuck this may be the most sane, or least sane in which im living the procrastinating shit writes! and youve changed some i wonder about reality and mine and your place in it...do you ever just go off into different places when people talk to you? i know you do...dont lie liars......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-16 04:25:59 | Rating:

| Views: 139 | Comments: 0 | Tags: fvnireo

Landslide into Heaven
i dont mean to be mean, in fact i mean everything i say jokingly, but no one seems to get that oh how sorrowfull! i just want everyone to feel the way i do i mean right now im so extremly happy i mean im so happy im sedated in happyness i am infinate infinatly happy i just......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-21 23:47:00 | Rating:

| Views: 61 | Comments: 0 | Tags: i think so

Shadow
you fucking shadow remind of the night always taking me away always showing me off i hate you shadow you lieing bastard mocking me reveling me i hate the way are following me, even when the days cut short i can always hope to see you and dread that hope like a last......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-24 04:17:23 | Rating:

| Views: 67 | Comments: 0 | Tags: reefer

Dear ME from the drunkard
dear friend, hello, today has been a very good day... though i cannot describe it in words i will try i, being the introverrt that i am, i have have had a wonderful day some friends came by to give m pointers on how to be real i usually make absurde comments on everydaY life but not......Read More