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deleted Explicit Content
well i had a nice little thing i was going to post i wrote it out and then ALL of a sudden i get messaged and BAM it was all wiped a blank slate this little white space was filled now its barren i really hate people 4am im trying to get some words out and someone interrupts me......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-15 07:07:49 | Rating:

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No Funny Business
The shot at perfection is somthing ive based my life on, possibly. the chance at stardome, noteriety, acceptance. To make somthing life changing. To be marked as a great man when my life's end comes. Alas, all dreams must take themselves at some point. But what i've come to realize,......Read More

Posted on: 2009-11-10 23:00:56 | Rating:

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nothing here but me Explicit Content
For three minutes youll be safe unknown betrayed petrified for three minutes youll enjoy life youll hate it accept it deny it for three minutes youll stare h ypnotically away fearfully and trembling for three minutes youll know everything understand nothing think......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-13 04:20:54 | Rating:

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soitcrockel
lacking luster i lie to you you buy it up like honey i forsee something grand in you and only ask for money coming back for more and more youve exhausted my last word quit your questions drop your tone iv given up im going home lilly gardens in the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-15 02:11:55 | Rating:

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My Statue
i crack my knuckles to loosen them up but it always seems, moments later, that theyve tensed up again like a slow lead is makingn them lathargic ahhh lethargy not to be confused with leprosy a plague on the many faces in my life even mine how i wish to vent all this anger......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-02 23:52:44 | Rating:

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booghy
yeah thats all i need, a good spout of depression to bring me out of my funk days have been unglorious since a violently stubborn bore yellowed in tobacco and sweat a carosel without the glits and glamor so is this life where ive been thrown mindlessly melting away giving into the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-25 23:25:02 | Rating:

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a common blog
hold on tight well no one really has to i was thinking of how i havnt come to this shelter in quite a while so i considered many things to write i thought of how unhappy the world was and how its all so colorfull at the same time but im not going to write about it i thought of......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-24 03:22:55 | Rating:

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Pretty much Explicit Content
twisting along the strings of fate i see before me nothingness and in this endless void fear swells up from my feet i am consumed for but a moment but that breathless fear lingers along for days ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-19 00:54:14 | Rating:

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Scribbles 19 i suppose
melikes the lurking in the dark where no one sees me eyes i thinks its silly in the light with dressy suited spys the cool of shade the blade well hidden for a young lass to lurk shell be bedridden its always safe for me true pals are met methinks in the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-08 01:55:17 | Rating:

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scrum
someone thinks and people speak i think to eat but ive got no food my minds all cluttered full of stuff i cant really release it because i keep digging up things i want to forget the things ive worked out always have a way of showing up but so the stream trickles i wonder......Read More