You know that line, "It isn't you, it's me?" I've never actually used it but maybe I should start. I have spent the last three and a half years dating, literally dozens of girls, all almost completely different and none of them have been right or even akin of right. There were the girls with similar interests and those with completely differing ideas. There have been girls that I could entertain an interesting idea or discussions with and others that were just, "like super." I've had blazing good times and have also wallowed in a miserable break-up. I have made sure to date lesser attractive girls and mysteriously, have had the good fortune of dating some incredibly beautiful (but aint they all?) girls. Point being is that there has been plenty of good experience and potentiality. That brings me to the realization that maybe, it is me. Perhaps I am too damn selective and subconsiounsly sabotage any real possibilities. I did stop seeing Laurie because she didn't like reading. Or maybe it's too easy being a somewhat successful single man these days. I mean there is no shortage of women to meet and I do what I want on a daily basis answering to no one. Maybe I am on the other side standing in the greener grass and simply don't realize it.

But wouldn't you know it, Im a hopeless romantic and I will keep at it like a lost dog searching for it's owner. I will also keep my standards and desires just how they are for the time being and in 5 years when I'm 35, if Princess Lewis hasen't come around yet, maybe then I will reevaluate the situation and take the necessary steps.

So, it is me, it's my prerogative.