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so im kinda new to this whole blog thing, but i like it a lot so far. its like you can let out whatevers on your mind and know that its not stuck inside of you, but yet no one really knows who you are. haha. i like it. anyways i have so many dreams for my future, and i really cant wait to graduate and move on with my life. i say that, but at the same time my biggest fear is growing up. Help!!
i know that everyone grows up, its inevitable. welll, i really dont mind change and new things, but that fact of growing old scares me. maybe because im afraid of being alone? who knows. i do worry about that though sometimes. it really scares me. i know if i give it time i will find the right person, but right now my search just isnt going so well.
ive had my heart broken in the past and it hurts so much. because of this, i am often scared to get myself into anything with a guy. from what ive been through and experienced, all guys are the same. they all fuck you over in the end, so i really dont know what i want right now.
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Posted by bemine1414 on 2007-12-10 17:25:59 | Rating: | Views: 71
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Yeah im a sophomore and i really hate high school in fact my senior year im not even going to go to my school ill be going to a nerby college. Growing old is a scary thought but i wouldnt worry about doing it alone. Ive been hurt so many times in the past. But i have also hurt some really great guys and thats how i can say what im about to say. Not al guys are going to screw you over. Yeah there are your jerks in the world but there are alot more really great guys. I wouldnt give up and i wouldnt dedicate my whole life to finding that one person. If its ment to be itll happen. But in its own time. Just dont turn it away if it comes.
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Posted by alwys_sk8r_d8r
on 2007-12-10 19:07:07
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keep writing, its a good outlet
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Posted by roe
on 2007-12-10 22:30:51
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