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i don't know about you, but don't you feel that there's always an ex whom you dated ages ago but don't ever seem to get over them no matter who you or they date? it seems they're your pillow you always fall back to when you need to. i mean you guys end up being pretty good friends and all but there's always this chemistry between the two of you and you can't fight it nor he/she. sometimes you two might even act mean to each other to show you're "over" them, but you know well that it doesn't work that way.
i have one of those pillows. his name is zach. i dated him last year. i even dated his best friend. reason for me and his bff to break up? because of zach. yup, i know it took him a long time to get over me. and who knows.. maybe he's still not. but i see that might be impossible for the fact he's in a relationship. and sure i was jealous at first, but now it's whatever. the thing is, i always find myself longing for him. which i may add is strange because our relationship wasn't fairytale like. don't get me wrong, i loved it and him. but it's not the greatest. anywho, he's always the one with the random calls wanting me back or just for a "talk". either way i adore his calls. i always believe that i will eventually move on, well i have several times already. it's not like i'm head-over-heels in love with him yet he's just there. always there. anywhere and everywhere. i'm getting sick of him honestly. i don't see how but i think i am.
well he and i are good friends for now. he will always be a shoulder to cry on and vice versa. he was my first love i guess. i'm just super curious what the future will bring, if any, with him. he and i are soon to be seniors in high school and his now-girlfriend will be long gone to college next year. i'm sure they're bound to slit by then. but will i still be there? now that's a mystery. though i am crushing on this sweet, great guy. but we'll see.
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Posted by bella_vita09 on 2008-03-26 23:25:38 | Rating: | Views: 52
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There are always some guys that you will never completely get over. Sure you will move on but still they will always be in your thoughts every now and then. There are a few guys like that for me. I would never consider getting back with either of them. Some of the memories are great but some things just arent meant to be. You still have your whole life ahead of you. You might not be with him now but in the future you never know. Also there are so many other people out there. When I go through stuff like that I think its better to be friends with him rather than nothing at all. Good luck with you two. I hope it all works out.
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Posted by jenjan
on 2008-03-27 03:34:43
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