Understanding the fact that girls use the word "love"
too damn frequently is ridiculous. Last nite I found out
that my boyfriend for over a year & a half decided that he
would fuck some chick !! now. [first reaction];; 0H HELL
NO! . plan and simple. I've been down and out for this kid
and thats jusz funny to me. [second reaction];; wtf?? .

    Now you got to understand somethinq first; we were so
stronq toqether as one. i know it soundsz corny as hell
buh it's tha damn truth. Although we did break up for a
while && i was with someone else . We still had tha same
thing qoen on. Now our relationship of course has been
rocky !! no shit. whos isnt? buh like . finding this out
jusz through me off.

   ii had this kidd soo high on my list. && with that fact
that was pulled out of a hat. he jusz qot lower & lower & lower.
i calld him & we hadd too talk abouh it buh i
coodnt. i cood jusz feel my eyes watah. soo emotional all
of a sudden cuz for me that is N0T common. at all. he came
by we talked. & talked for a longg ass time. && WE cried.
[sorry to put him out on blast] buh itsz tha truth . so
therefore it popped a question in my head.

    qirlsz always will pull out the card that says
"if he loves me he'll do this"
or w.e. && some qirlsz live by
dhat . buh i realized that ; that isnt true. cuz this boy
loves me w. all he qot & dont qot. im his ; hes minesz. he
lovesz me with everythinq and wood do anythinq for me .
reqardless of what ive done with no hesitation. && even
though thinking
"IF HE LOVES ME HE`LL DO THIS"
or
"IF YOU LOVE ME YOU WOODNT OF HAVE NEVER D0NE THIS"
SOO. yehh he loves you but hes still a guy. && who tha hell
wood want to get into a brain like that ??
he lovesz me
reqardless of his mistake. which trust me it was a MISTAKE
a biq ass mistake - he lovesz me. not her. she was jusz a
jumpoff lol.



ladiesz lesson for tha day !!
when you qive your all & qet nothinq in return.
you fall in love only to get ur heart broken .=[
trust people only to get talked bouh behind your back .
you forqive & forqet
buh realize that thinqsz KANT be the same.
realizethatthinqszchange,
time qoes by, life qoesz on, you have to
jusz accept it and not run from the pain that time puts on your plate.

bee