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The momment i saw him, I knew I was going to be with him one day. It's almost like a dream, i just pictured us together, and I didn't even know his name. "Barda" that's how I was introduced to him, my friend courtney was trying to hook him up with my friend Heidi! Go figure, it always worked that way for me. The next weekend I ran into him with my friend max, he was also with Rob Stang and Jeremy Vance. (this is important) Somehow i ended up back at his place to drink with everyone and told him we've met before (he was drunk that night and deson't remember lol). To say the least one thing led to another and we hung out ever since. He was 21 I was 16, age didn't tear us appart because neither of us cared, we became best friends. I wanted to be with him but he has girlfriends off and on for about 2 years, we still stayed close. I loved him, with every part of me. I knew I would wait for him to give me a chance. While I was waiting I dated, went out on dates, and had boyfriends. Of course none lasted long. Till Nate, we were together about a month and a half. He was great although something we didn't agree on we had a lot of fun together. I didn't feel for him quite how he felt for me though I was still in love with Mike (Barda) even though we had never been together. Nate was my best friend Dani's best guy friend. Disaster from the start (You'll understand a bit later)
Oct. 21.2006
I had a Halloween party at my moms house and everyone i knew was invited. Including Mike. I was still with Nate at the time and Dani was still my very best friend. I dont remember much of that night because it was so good and bad all at the same time. I do however remember a key point, walking into my house to see my mom and mike talking, mike crying. I asked what was going on and they both said nothing.( Later i found out they were talking about me and my mom told him if he loved me so much why wasn't he with me?, My mom always loved mike) I remember my friend Jess trying to flirt with Mike the whole night and I was getting kinda mad, although I had this amazing guy right next to me i felt like no one should be touching mike, he was just.... off limits.
A few nights later Mike asked if we could hang out, of course I said yes. We went to walmart (why do i even remember this???) he told me he loved me, not just that he loved me, but that he was IN love with me. He said seeing me with Nate made him realized he's lost me. I told him that he didn't that we were just in two different places. (He had just broken up with Danielle his crazy ex lol, most of the ex's are crazy). We hung out most of that night and he told me he wanted to be with me and I told him the same. I called Nate to tell him that I couldn't be with him and i didn't feel the same for him, i didn't even get a chance to say it, he told me he knew what i was calling for and that he just knew. He wanted to talk in person and I told him okay just call me. The next day me and mike made it official. I had something I really wanted handed to me on a silver platter and there was NO WAY i wasn't going to take it. Again, I was in love with him. (10.26.06)
Things from there moved pretty fast. I got a car and my license within the week and by that next weekend the 28th I had my first car. Two months later in Nov. we moved in together, we left his place about 2 weeks after i moved in and got into marks old appartment in westminster. We didn't see friends much cause we lived so far but we both loved it. We would ride to work together and work out together. Things we're a bit hard money wise but all in all perfect. In April we moved in to our own place in Thornton, again close to family and friends AND WORK!!! lol. We thought it was going to be great, it wasn't.... we HATED our landlords.
With that, Let Me go back......
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Posted by beczj on 2008-07-25 13:45:56 | Rating: | Views: 28
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