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 I have been absolutely mind blown for the last few weeks or so. Hence no posts.
Getting married. Moving. Depression. Anxiety. Stress. Church business...Voluntary work application. Fiancees hospital stuff...oscilating between worry and ? (head doesn't name this!) about my children's lives. My life. Prayer. Reading the bible. Doing rational realistic motivational thinking exercises. Sleeping but erratically. Spelling mistakes. Car is running ok. Sister finally rang me. Eldest brother's x yrs trauma is coming out...Remembering Dad...theological reflection...meeting a million and one people - that's an exageration, it just feels like it! Managing emotions Group therapy (feelings oscilate between 'no way can I do that' and 'that's interesting/useful' ...clothes washing to keep up with-barely managing, washing up piling up-but at least I disinfected the previous lot before washing them-wont let it get that far this time, ...flats in a mess, gotta get it all ready for the move, sort: throw out (rubbish), to charity shop, don't know, give it to whatisname, recycle.....Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzz
If you read to this point, thank you! 
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