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J and I were laying in bed the other day just talking, and he came out with the whole... You give me butterfliers, i can't stop thinking about you, i'm not going to stop/give up, i didn't know what to say!!!! I have a boyfriend, he knows that, so i don't know what to expect, when i told him to fall for me, but not too hard, he looked hurt, and said... tha'ts no the answer i was looking for. I don't know wtf he expects from me!! This was a fling! A random hookup that turned into 4 nights of hooking up, we've had sex a couple times sure but in my mind, it's just a FLING!!! Why does he have to start with the .. ."i've never felt this way before..." Lines? And when he said he wasn't going to give up, i was shocked did he really think that i would just cancel everything i have planned? I leave the country in 2 months to go on the craziest adventure that i will probalby ever have with my boyfriend! Key word boyfriend... I'm taken and have been for two years, there's no way i would even think about giving it up for some random 4 night stand... it's ridiculas!
grrrr... sooo pissed off right now! Also, C is mad at me because she apparently feels ackward around me and J, i so should not have told her that i was sleeping with him... mabye she liked him...
xoxo
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Posted by beautifulgirl123 on 2008-01-25 15:23:59 | Rating: | Views: 74
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