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Dear Bloggers,
Wow that title definately fits what I'm about to say. Because of alcohol I am left empty handed. My now ex boyfriend wants nothing to do with me, possible even after I get my shit together, My best friend is pissed at me, and my family is dissapointed with my actions. As my best friend said maybe I take things too far. I was up on stage at a concert I went to a couple nights ago fucked up head banging with the lead singer and moshing up a storm. I then later flirted excessively with a guy that likes me, that she wanted to have sex with. I was not interested in a one night stand with him, I was just chillin. So now I am faced with a big decision. I either get counceling and possibly rehab, or I risk losing some very important people to me. I feel I don't need counceling or rehab, I just love love love to party. I just don't understand why some people don't get that. I'm young and I want to enjoy every second of my life.
Much Love,
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Posted by bearding on 2008-07-21 19:56:44 | Rating: | Views: 107
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Wow, first time reader here.
I think you can still party hard, and have fun, just maybe pull it back a little, and make sure you involve your friends, and listen to them :)
Nothing wrong with enjoying every second of your life, so long as you consider others in the mix. Especially if they mean alot to you.
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-07-21 20:03:21
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Easy to say,
Thanks for the advice. I just love to party and I have no problem being the life of the party. My ex doesn't smoke drink do drugs, have sex, he's a good mommas boy. And as for my best friend(possible ex as well) she is a very jeleous person. And they mean the world to me, but the majority of my life is gone when I give up the party scene. I don't know if I'm ready for that. My mom wants me to go to conceling and my old high school counceler has recomended outpatient rehab. Honest to god though, I don't need counceling, I can go weeks without partying, I just don't like to. I don't know what I'm going to do.
Much Love,
Bearding
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Posted by bearding
on 2008-07-21 20:36:21
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