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Pain
Will the pain ever end? I know I had to end the relationship but gosh I miss him. I hate being lonely. I miss coming home to him. We really had fun together. I do not even know what to write. I know in my head that he did not treat me the way i deserve no one......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-01 22:37:45 | Rating:

| Views: 60 | Comments: 1 | Tags: relationship ending pain regret

Moment of weakness
So I had a moment of weakness and doubted my decision but I think I am back on solid ground. We were going to talk about what had happened but never got around to it. I do love him but I can not excuse what he did. I have to remember that he did not respect my privacy at ALL!. ......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-29 19:17:57 | Rating:

| Views: 27 | Comments: 0 | Tags: strength

Morning After
So I woke up this monring and do not feel so bad. I feel more relaxed still a little empty. Just not as devestated as last night. Did not sleep well last night every noise I heard I was awake and panicked to. ...Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-21 09:56:56 | Rating:

| Views: 33 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Broken hearted

Spoke too soon!
So when I wrote last night when I wrote that I was doing well I lied! Ok I didn't lie but I was very mistaken. I was great all day today and then tonight wow it hit me. I feel very sad and I think I had a panic attack today in Target. I forgot where I was and then I left......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-21 00:27:44 | Rating:

| Views: 33 | Comments: 0 | Tags: saddness

Finally!
So after much deliberation I have broken up with th controlling non compliemtary boyfriend. I finally did it. I feel lonely and a bit empty but I think in the long run that will feel better then I did before. I know I cared for him just not the way he treated me. He read......Read More

Posted on: 2008-06-19 23:31:12 | Rating:

| Views: 36 | Comments: 0 | Tags: break up

The heart?
The heart is a funny thing well actually love is a funny thing. What do you listen to your head saying run or your heart saying stay? I know what I tell others but for some reason I just can't figure it out. Some days I am soo in love he is the greatest man on earth then other......Read More

Posted on: 2008-05-04 00:32:47 | Rating:

| Views: 51 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Love

Is it ever going to end/
I am ready for school to be over. I am soo tired of having something to do every night. I have so much going on right now. I am in the process of building a private practice and am anxios to go office space shopping. New office new clients new money!...Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-03 23:08:59 | Rating:

| Views: 50 | Comments: 1 | Tags: school

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