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i do not know where to start this blog or where to end it. i suppose that will come when i am ready to finish. no capitals hardly any grammer for i am feeling dull. leaving the hospital was horrible, watching a friend live only by mechanical aid even more heart breaking. legally dead yet being kept alive by pumps and tubes. what could ever bring someone to end their gift of life? even when things are downhill it always looks up in the end. we always learn from our hardest situations as we are promised by our Lord. but what about when life seems wonderful. he was starting his own business, moving to victoria, enjoying working on the missions commitee at church and planning fund raising events for the under priviledged. but what about the brother who found him? what about the best friend who had to bring him down from his grave? how does he recover? how does he pull through. if i did not have Jesus i would not know where to find hope in this situation. death and pain comes due to sin, brought in by satan. he is the deceiver and liar who i am sure was whispering in his ear as chris prepared for his final breath. my heart is so broken and there are no words really. but thoughts must be brought out. i miss him already and i miss the joy his brother used to have which he may not know for quite some time. Life is tough but God is good. i will always believe that and will always stand by my faith...for where else woudl we turn when surprises like this hit us on what would and should have been an average day. this is not for a theological debate, or for people to argue with me about sin and death and suicide so please respect this blog as a need to get my thoughts out for my friend Chris and even closer friends, his brother josh and sister heidi. i love you all and miss Chris and will continue to pray for comfort xx |
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Posted by barefootbliss on 2008-02-12 00:39:20 | Rating: | Views: 86
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