Alright so yes my Confessions Story is still going to continue thanks to some encouragment from some Thoughts friends and a Thoughts Hero (AKA TONY). I'm just in a bit of a block cuz well idk why i've kinda been actually doing stuff for once this summer! haha. Except I'd like to rage a bit about my night. But before I rage lemme give u a quick update.
SO i'm still in love with my man and we're still together. BUT to occupy my time I've been hanging out with Electronics boy (mentioned in an old blog). He's okay looking but i dont care i just wanted someone to hang out with cuz I have nobody here. I didn't tell my guy because he just wouldnt understand that i wanted to hang with electronics boy just for company. So anyways he's kinda awkward and a bit annoying but again I'm deperate for someone to hang out with...
RAGE: HE FUCKIN KISSED ME TONIGHT!!!!!! I gave no frigin signs of wanting to be kissed. I was not flirting. I was not leading him on in any such way. Is he frigin dumb?! Really like you'd think a guy would know when a girl was NoT interested. But apparently this kid can't get a fuckin clue! I wasn't even nice to him!! I'm actually kinda rude lol. I didn't even know how to respond to that frigin kiss like i was grossed out. I just got out of the car and left. I'm going to tell him I just want to be friends. But I dont think he'll still wanna just hang and stuff w/o being more cuz he obviously likes me. He texts me every fuckin minute of the day its getting obsessive. Crreeeper...
SAD: I feel so bad keeping this from my guy. I lied to him about it and said I was going out with my family. When I'm gone for a year in college what am i going to do? Idk if im gonna wanna date or not. I know right now all I want is him. And you know how they say if one person is doing wrong they get suspicious of the other partner for doing wrong? Like tonight he's going out with his brothers and I'm like "Are you gonna behave???" Who the fuck do I think I am asking him that?! Ugh this feeling sucks. I think i'm just going to tell Electronics boy I just wanna be friends and then its over. He wont try and kiss me again and I'll be stuck to being a loner in Kentucky. Being a loner and having my guy is better than having electronics boy's girly lips trying to kiss mine. Yuck!
Oh and here's a lil mini rage: HATERS AND CREEPERS FUCK OFF! =)
Love Always, Lizzie
P.S. Check back tomorrow i should have the next confessions up =D