Bleh. That's how I've felt ALL weekend. I actually had to take an anti-anxiety pill on Friday night, which SUCKED ASS. :(

I'm SO not looking forward to work tomorrow. I really want to get things organized and together. I really want to SUCCEED at this job, not just "do it", if that makes sense? Anyway, tomorrow I'm going to make sure that I get my ass in gear and really WORK. I want to do some impressing, you know? :)

I'm waiting on my psychiatrist appointment. Can't wait. I want to get that done with, and move on to getting better.

Things with him and I are really good right now. I'm happy about that. I really, really love him an awful lot. It scares me, sometimes.