There's just too much to explain, I have so many things brewing in my mind that I feel like I can never get any of it out right. My main point for this though is that I love to write, I want to write, but I'm afraid to because I don't know if it will be intresting, if anyone will like it, if I'll fail. I know there's nothing more I'd like to do. It's my plan. I'd like to have others out of my reach judge me more than I'd like them within to judge. I can't decide anymore.