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I've been hurt in my life alot, I've had a father, not loving me for who I was, boyfriends who used me to see what they could exactly get from me, and friends, who called themselves friends, they spoke about me, not liking me for me, but quick enough to use me for who I was!
I always land up being either too trusting to people I shouldn't trust or not trust the ones who will love me the most. I put my heart and sole in a relationship to realise that after a while my heart is just going to be broken, and after all of what we had together I end up crying for days because he loved me, or well lets put it i loved him!
After my uncle commiting suicide because of a woman who he had loved since the age of fourteen, she cheated on him with his best friend! I could never imagine the pain he could feel, until it happened to me, I was fortunite enough to move on to a man who loves me for the mad and blonde I am.
My friends are some what fake, they use me just as much as I use them, yet do not understand the point of skinnering about me while I stand listening! Girls are very childish and bitchy... I mean I never imagined college to be so harsh when you older, it feels like high school hell all over again!
I've never relied on someone so much, but my mom... My trust in her stays, I know that there is know one for her to run to and tell, well besides my step dad. But she knows me and knows that she can rely on me and I can rely on her...
Do girls ever grow up from there state of mind where bitchiness is a must?
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Posted by babz_03 on 2008-04-17 02:38:41 | Rating: | Views: 28
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