Ever since I quit my job a few months ago, I started to make plans. Somehow, those plans hardly work, or in a formal way to say – those plans are hardly fulfill... yet. My general plan is to make myself a full-time student. Although I’m not the stay-in-school kind of student, but I take study course, so, I am a student nevertheless.
I technically registered myself as a student when I started my job. I thought I could be like anybody else who can work and study at the same time. I realised that quickly enough (for a year) that I might be good at multitasking, but on this matter of half-working-and-half-studying is not included in my journey’s list. So, I decided to quit my job and made plans for my study’s journey.
So, these are my plans on a list:-
1. Study, research, read, write, review.
2. Do file-cuttings.
3. Get to know my long distance tutor.
4. Do exercise.
5. Do housework.
6. Write more.
7. Be creative.
8. Be prepared.
To be frank, I hardly do what my list had asked me to. I don’t know who or what to blame. But apparently, I am still not comfortable with the situation I’m at now. I may be comfortable since I am studying at my own home. However, the difference is that I’m not living alone. I still feel no privacy, which I believe have made me how I am right now. I’m being too comfortable, which makes me uncomfortable right away.
I dislike being a procrastinator, yet I enjoy procrastinating. I am still trying hard to move my heavy ass and make myself work my plans every day. It isn’t hard to achieve those plans. But what is hard is when your head keeps telling you, "Later!"
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