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Gay, straight or bi?
Damn. Damn damn damn. Why don't i know what i am? I can't decide and it's messing me up. I was with a guy for a year and split up with him because i was unsure whether i'm even attracted to men. I was with a girl for a few months and the same happened. Now i'm stuck and i don't want......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-16 15:57:12 | Rating:

| Views: 130 | Comments: 3 | Tags: lesbian sexuality bisexual

Lonely...pointless
I hate that feeling that nobody understands and never will. It is a real soul killer. When you feel as though the real you has been removed somehow and you can't find them again. I hate feeling like just...a "being"...a piece of matter and nothing more, no substance. I......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-16 18:43:19 | Rating:

| Views: 93 | Comments: 0 | Tags: despair depression pointless worthless pathetic

Believe in love?
Love? Ok i just read some soppy poem about it. I'm sorry but i just dont believe in it. It is probably down to the fact i have never had the pleasure of experiencing it. Isn't it just a human delusion...something everybody makes up to make themselves feel better. It was a good idea......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-16 19:55:32 | Rating:

| Views: 92 | Comments: 1 | Tags: love delusion emotion boredom

Smothering parents
My mum will not leave me alone! She's staying off work aswell "to look after me" Just because i haven't been feeling great in many ways does not mean i need looking after! Im 16! Not six. She is so pointless and annoying. I know some people would love their mum to stay......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-17 08:11:42 | Rating:

| Views: 125 | Comments: 3 | Tags: parents mum overprotective

Therapy session tomorrow
Great. Got a lovely "talking" therapy session tomorrow, should be fun. Sit in a room and say what you think and feel, sounds ok right? Well it's not because everything i say goes onto record and i feel as though i'm being constantly analysed. She is a really nice person,......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-17 15:18:59 | Rating:

| Views: 147 | Comments: 2 | Tags: therapy suicide bulimia problem stuck

Vitamin and calcium supplements
Hey i was just wondering if i should start taking vitamins and calcium tablets? The only calcium i get is in my skimmed milk which i have in my coffee twice a day. Is this enough? I've noticed sometimes my bones...crack it's not nice to hear and it goes through me! Is this......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-18 23:06:22 | Rating:

| Views: 100 | Comments: 6 | Tags: vitamins calcium advice help

Need love advice
Ok i'm not in "love" with this person as such i just didn't know what to call this blog. Today i went to a place, i won't say where because i'm embarrassed but lets say i needed results from something medical. I got my results and i'm absolutely fine (thank god) but i have......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-27 16:49:14 | Rating:

| Views: 81 | Comments: 2 | Tags: love

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