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THERE'S SO MUCH I WANT TO SAY...SO MUCH I NEED TO GET OUT OF MY SOUL. BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL AS THOUGH I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. JUST LET ME BE. I DON'T WANT TO PRETEND ANYMORE, I WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT TOO...I'VE LISTENED TO PAIN, I'VE HEARD AGONY...I'VE HEARD THE CRIES OF SOMEONE MOURNING FOR THEIR LOVED ONE...THE QUESTION THAT LINGERS ON MY MIND...HOW LONG WILL IT BE BEFORE I GET TIRED OF HELPING THEM? EVERYDAY THE SAME ROUTINE. I HEAR THEM ON THE OTHER LINE LISTENING AS I ASK THEM TO STAY ON THE PHONE...BEING AN EMERGENCY TELECOMMUNICATOR ISN'T THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD, BUT I LIVE TO HELP OTHERS. IT'S MY DUTY FOR NOW SINCE I CAN'T BE OVERSEAS HELPING WITH THE TERRORIST THREAT. I'LL HELP OTHERS WITH WHATEVER THEY NEED...RIGHT NOW I'M JUST LETTING IT FLOW, SLOWLY I'M TRYING TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT. IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I'VE WRITTEN ANYTHING DOWN...SO PLEASE SLOWLY BEAR WITH MY TONGUE TWISTING AND SOMETIMES NEVER ENDING THOUGHTS....I'M JUST TRYING TO GET THINGS OUT...AND MY FINGERS ARE THE MESSENGERS TRYING TO TYPE THEM OUT... |
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Posted by aziulblue on 2008-03-23 19:19:09 | Rating: | Views: 47
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You have a great job, but I see how easy it is to get depressed when so many bad things are happening and you're the first person to be in the know. Hang in there. I think blogging is a good way of letting off stress.
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Posted by SubTomato
on 2008-03-23 20:31:47
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