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that i'm not the definition of a perfect daughter, a perfect girlfriend, a perfect friend, a perfect student..
& I'm sorry that I never will be.
I am trying my best. Obviously that isn't good enough.
& now everything seems so pointless. What's the point in all this, what's the point in even living.
If you want to ruin my life, well done.
I know some people care for me, I'm grateful.
I know others though that couldn't give two shits about me. My mother being one of them.
I'm sorry I can't be more open.
Sorry I'm not pretty, thin, tall, beautiful..
Sorry I don't get good marks at school.
Sorry I have friends who I happen to want to see.
Sorry I had a fucking life. Sometimes I don't want to even excist anymore. Sometimes things would be better if I didn't.
Sorry.
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Posted by aymee on 2008-04-23 16:32:29 | Rating: | Views: 71
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Nobody is perfect and no one has the right to expect you to be either.
Those who refuse to except you as you are really aren't worth wasting your energy on, i am sure you are beautiful and all the things you think you are not, (you seem beautiful in your picture)
please don't let them get you down, you just keep being you and don't worry to much about what others think of you, although you have to be nice to your mother, thats the way of it, just say the things she wants to hear and know that deep down you are doing it for your own self preservation.
take care of yourself xxx
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-04-23 16:58:44
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You have no idea how many times I've felt like that too. Often I've just been going around, waiting for better times, while hating everything around me. My mother too, when I was about 14 and she wanted to put me on the right track. Now she is the one I love the most in the world.
But not all mothers are doing the right thing, parents make mistakes as well. Still I can promise you that you'll face better days sooner or later :)
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Posted by incense
on 2008-04-24 11:43:11
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