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| Love Dare Days 24-25 |
I'll admit, I've been slacking. I've been planning a baby shower and along with everything else in my life it's been crazy. I'm back to it now though.
Day 24 Dare: Identify every object of lust in your life and remove it. Single out every lie you've swallowed in pursuing forbidden pleasure and reject it.
I don't really have areas of lust. Sure, I see a cute guy in a movie and I'll say, he's hot! But its not like I'm obsessing or thinking about him any other time. I think if anything I lust after things like a better house. I need to be thankful for what the Lord has given me, because I know I"m truly blessed. When it comes to my husband, I think I have often seen actions of other husbands and wished mine would do that or be that way. Its unfair to compare anyone though. I don't know if that's "lust" but....
Day 25 Dare: Whatever you haven't forgiven in your mate, forgive it today.
My husband and I have gone through a lot. He had a lot of history that I had to just accept, and most people do. Since we've been married he has done things that I have had to forgive him for. He cheated on me emotionally, meaning he fell in love with someone else, thank the Lord he didn't act on it physically, but it hurt just as bad, maybe worse then if it had just been a physical thing. I have forgiven him, I don't completely trust him and I pray that that will come back someday. I think I have forgiven him in my heart, but I'm human, I still think about it sometimes. But its not something I throw in his face or bring up. There have been other smaller things, just words that cut deep. I think I have been bitter towards him for a lot of that stuff. I bury it deep and then it just all boils over when I get mad, I start to dwell on it all and thats not good. I need to just let it go, give it all to God. Lord, please help me to do that.
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Posted by asheylady on 2009-07-12 08:31:34 | Rating: | Views: 20
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