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| Love Dare Days 19-23 |
Days 19-22 were about God's love and becoming a Christian. I already am, I wrote about my growing experience about 2 weeks ago, so I don't really need to do that again.
Day 23 Dare: Remove anything that is hindering your relationship, any addiction or influence that's stealing your affections and turning your heart away from hour spouse.
What did you throw out first? At first I couldn't think of anything. I don't really have any addictions other then junk food and my life revolves around my family and my husband. Then I prayed about it and thought harder and I realized that what is turning my heart away from my spouse is my desire to be liked, not so much popularity, but just having a few friends. I have a tendency to not stand up for him when people mention his flaws. I don't intentionally go out and badmouth him, I hate women who do that. I don't really know how to describe it, but I know what it is and know to watch myself for it now.
What do you think the removal of these things will do you, your marriage, and your relationship with God? Hopefully it will help me and others have a higher opinion of him. I don't know how it will help our relationship, but hopefully it will. I front being insecure, when deep down I feel like I'm superior to others, its a pride issue, I want credit, I want to be seen as good, nice, hard working, pretty, talented....etc. I think this is very much related to that. I'm hoping that this realization will allow God to deal with me on this.
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Posted by asheylady on 2009-07-01 22:42:04 | Rating: | Views: 12
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